It is time to open up a new chapter in life, and to explore a larger centre. I vow to myself that I would never doing the same mistakes again. What did I do is whenever I try to find myself on the side of majority, it is time to pause and reflect,aite? Because I was thinking, to the question of my life, I am the only answer. And to the problem of my life, I am the only solution. People found that I am a person who love to make someone's happy, a good advice-giver, innocent, proud daughter, happy in every situation. Sadly to say, I was not that good, maybe I was just pretending or play-act to make people see and claim me as a good personality, in front of their eyes. But in front of Allah? Nau'zubillah...I did sins! Gloomily I admit that I have done so many sins. Possibly there are some sins that I didn't aware. Astaghfirullah..Ya Allah..I bow my head and ask for forgiveness, crying in front of Allah, the most Merciful. As time goes by,I never lost (and will never loose) hope in his Mercy. Keep trying and sincerely repent.
Prophet (S) said:
Allah said
A servant committed a sin and he said: O Allah, forgive me my sins,
and Allah (the Exalted and Glorious) said: My servant committed a sin and then he came to realize that he has a Lord Who forgives the sins and takes to account (the sinner) for the sin.
He (The man) then again committed a sin and said: My Lord, forgive me my sin,
and Allah (the Exalted and High) said: My servant committed a sin and then came to realize that he has a Lord Who would forgive his sin or would take (him) to account for the sin.
He (The man) again committed a sin and said: My Lord, forgive me for my sin,
and Allah (the Exalted and High) said: My servant has committed a sin and then came to realize that he has a Lord Who forgives the sins or takes (him) to account for sin.
(and then Allah said THRICE)
"O SERVANT, DO WHAT YOU LIKE. I HAVE GRANTED YOU FORGIVENESS."
"O SERVANT, DO WHAT YOU LIKE. I HAVE GRANTED YOU FORGIVENESS."
"O SERVANT, DO WHAT YOU LIKE. I HAVE GRANTED YOU FORGIVENESS."
Ref:
- Hadith Number 33 In Hadith-e-Qudsee of the Forty famous hadith-e-Qudsee
- Sahih Muslim Bk 37, Number 6642:
- Sahih Bukhari Vol 9 Number 598
SubhanAllah..:')
To brothers and sisters,
may Allah bless you with barakah,
may He loves you and forgive you always,
may Allah reward you in kind.
Pray for me to become a better people person, yes I am seeking ways to improve myself from day to day, both in front of Allah SWT and all His servants. InsyaAllah.. May Allah ease.
Wassalam.
Love,
Shamimi Zulkamal
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